Ending ’09
Thursday, December 31st, 2009The start of the last day of 2009. I’m sitting in the dining room, looking at the dark Christmas tree and listening to the highway. Got to play around a little with my new camera, today — make that, yesterday. Took this:
This year has whittled me down. Can’t believe it’s almost over. Can’t believe my Mom is not here. That Amy is not here. Things were a whole lot brighter, this time last year. None of this seems real.
Think I’m going to take out my contacts, get into my pajamas, get drunk, and then burrow deep under my covers and sleep. Gotta have goals, don’t you know? Hah.