Walking

I don't know what is right, or what to do.  Don't know the meaning of all of this.  I don't know why I'm here or why all this has happened to me.  Tired, honestly, of trying to figure it out.  Much of what I thought was bedrock...wasn't.  Don't think I ever really had a clue.  I don't want to not give a fuck.  I want to care.  And I want to be free.  Don't know how I'll get there.