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Thinner, and in black, I am sitting here listening to old music.  My eyes are tired.  The house is silent.  Snowy dust is swirling around outside in the dark.  The beer is barely touching me. 

No reason to be awake.  So I will sleep.  Again.

I miss you so much, Amy.

As if my mainspring is unwinding, I keep grinding into fits and starts.  Stopping momentarily, on my day off, and trying to figure out what to do with myself.  Then moving on to another mundane thing.  I'm kind of aggressively depressed at the moment.  Perhaps getting outside will help.  I'm going to take a camera.  And a shot of Mezcal.  I need some kind of key, to wind me back up.