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April 24, 2003

Swirl

A while ago, I bought myself a snow globe. This one has a simple silver base inscribed with a poem by Basho. The glass sphere above is filled with water and bits of white confetti that swirl and settle after you shake the globe. Inside bare trees stand, naked, along the side of a snow-edged stream. There is a switch on the bottom that, if you flick it, plays the sound of wind, water...and loons.

One of the lightbulbs in this room has burned out. Ambient illumination dimmed. I'm listening to David Gray's cd, White Ladder. "Sail Away" is the song that is playing now. My snow globe is silent, the white inside settling.

I can smell lilies and hyacinth. It's two o'clock in the morning. The window is a black mirror.

I remember being at an outdoor concert once. It was in the Summer. Heat still glowed, even at night. The band played. I was in the grass with my friends...and thousands of others. At some point the sky opened up and poured down hard fat drops of rain. A torrent. A rush. I remember looking up and the rain was so hard and lush that I couldn't see through it. Just warmth and water falling in the outside air -- while music played and the crowd danced.

Things falling, or swirling, through the air (or whatever you are englobed by). For me, right now, it's music -- and these otherwise quiet hours. Maybe soon it will be dreams.

There are drifts, outside. And fragrance. Today, flecks of white swirled: great fluttering tumbles in the air. It looked just like snowflakes.

But they were flower petals.

April 11, 2003

Enjoying the Feel

There are vivid shades: blues and pinks, whites and yellows, standing out against growing levels of green. The skies today were stirred with rain (and it still drizzles down vaguely) but the flowery tags of Spring are unmistakable. Walkers on the street are snug in coats against the coolness in the air -- but there are hints of warmer times, as well.

Friday -- and the week has slowed to this. The light enduring in an evening stretched out by that "spring-ahead" clock trick. Shows you how fluid time can be. How subjective.

I'm drinking some water, out of a crystal coffee mug; getting ready to take a shower, cleaning up for the deeper spans of the evening. I'm a little tired but feeling good anyway.

Today is a watercolor day, a wet painting. The palette is more varied now than it has been, though. Blues, whites, and blacks giving way to a wider range of shades. Even the Hersey's Kisses are now wrapped in pastel foil.

And you can buy marshmallow Peeps in the stores.

I am a four season kind of guy. I like them all. Winter is filled with pristine beauty -- but Spring's allure is blooming, now. The snowy days have (for the most part) bowed out with March. It's transition time -- and I'm enjoying the feel.

How sweet that it's the weekend, in a pretty April, and the early flowers have opened...